Raindrops

Have you ever stood in the rain?You walk along the dusty path barefooted and let the raindrops sting on your flesh. You feel your eyes filling up with raindrops, everything is a blurr. The cold breeze sweeps in, ad you are left. Just standing there. Just left. No one is around to comfort you. No one there to hold your trembling hand. Leaves rustle around you from all directions. No one can see you no more. No one can feel the emotions you feel. You can hardly feel your heart beating. No one ever considers, that this is sometimes how people can feel. It hurts to think, that millions of people feel like this everyday. Today i want it to rain. I want it to patter down. I want the hailstones to batter my heart. I dont want to feel no more. Just let the clouds overshadow you, no one will ever realise. . . . I need it to rain. I want to feel pain.